Today was a great day at work as always...i enjoy my work these days and office too...its a nice work environment especially when you are working with some interesting group of people...I am loving thee now then thou...but somehow I called thou and then again I went into the same space the world I had come out of and I became depressed...then I again got into thinking then did i never evolve...am I at the same place where I had left from...is this world round and the life also round....takes you the same place where you had started off from...is there something called a heart a emotion that hurts that pricks you and you are back to ground zero to the same dump you were out of and fallen there then feeling that I was actually flying....what should I do to get out of this...run away...erase my memory....what can anyone tell me....but I know no one can tell me...all the answers lay in you and you know what's the best...but yes I am back to where I left from and I don’t know where to go and what to do now...One small word Guilty hurt me like a AK47 I was killed on the spot....why is there a way I can stop all this...is there I way I can ran away and overcome all this....I don’t know....please...help...I need that person to tell me he loves me and not the other person....I want him to only love me and want me always and forever why can’t this happen...why can’t I fly and love only thee and stay happy and not feel sad.....why why why???? I am not having answers but there must be some way out somewhere someplace...Can I do something that I can run away forget that feeling...why only I am given an heart and why can’t I too hurt the front person why do I only get hurt....I want to learn and come out of this....need strength to face this....I want to and now I have decided I will try and not get hurt with the words any thou utters.....yes I will be strong....
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