Shahrukh Khan here I come

Ever since I was 12yrs old I have been greatly influenced by Bollywood...I was a die-hard fan of Aamir Khan, then it was Salman Khan and then Shahrukh Khan and ever since I just adore him...
I do not know but from when I was 15yrs old, my life has grown up with movies especially of Shahrukh Khan… I kind of related to them always…
My first crush was with Dilwale Dulhaniya le jayenge this movie made me understand the meaning of love and I too like most of the girls wanted to marry someone like the movie hero Raj…I wanted a boy who would woo me and love the way Raj loved simran…..but then life is not all the same….that was after 2 yrs when I was 17yrs old then the movie Dil toh pagal hai released now the hero was Rahul….someone very chill, very cool then I thought of having a boyfriend who was cool like rahul and who loved me like Raj….I did manage to find one boy but he was close to nothing like what I had expected….then I moved on with him in a very bad relationship …he never made me happy nor did he love me the way I expected him to….then released Kuch Kuch hota hai when I was 20 yrs old….here again the hero was Rahul was a combination of both the above movies….again I was still thinking that why didn’t I find a love like all these film heroes…I was still searching….I had come in very bad terms with my boyfriend and had a break-up soon……then I moved on after a years time I went for my further studies there I found a guy who liked me a lot and I said yes finally my search for Raj, rahul has ended…I was in 7th heaven but that relationship just ended up and I didn’t even realize it because now I had found someone like Rahul like Raj like Shahrukh…he was the most loving person I had ever met or even thought really existed….he loved me a lot, he pampered me, he was also so cute, so much like the real Shahrukh that I now was like yes finally I have found my true love…..but then its not like movies, all good things have to end someday…he too became Amrish puri, Pran, Ranjeet all these are villains in movies he also showed me that I was still dreaming and there was nothing in this world which was true like we see on the 70mm screen…
Then with all this trauma I finally got to know one thing for sure that even though none of the guys where Shahrukh, but due to liking the movies and loving Shahrukh’s character and just been so much into this filmy life I realized…that I don’t need to find someone as romantic and nice like Shahrukh coz I myself had become one in all the relations….I always went out of my way and did generous things for my loved ones and was always the romantic one in the relationship….so ultimately my love for Bollywood did succeed, not find one SRK but being one myself…