ALONE IN THE CROWD
It has been a year now since I am alone….okay alone means not lonely but alone…me, myself and not Irene not anybody else also. I am working with Ness Technologies since past one year now. My job is in US recruitment and partially domestic recruitment. I am mainly into the US recruitment, but I end up doing the domestic recruitment. I have done a good enough job till date, but not exceptionally well. Average type’s u can call my job that. Okay what has ALONE got to do with this - okay let me explain. I am the only girl in my team, initially there were 8-10 members now the no is 15members. I was actually recruited for working in complete night shift, but unfortunate for the company and kind off fortunate for me, the company didn’t get permission for girls to work in night shift. Poor guys from my team, they must have suffered the most. Okay now coming to Alone again, as I am the only girl and as Ness had already given me a letter to join, I joint the company and then I come early and leave early from rest of the team members. This is where the Alone funda comes into the picture. Like I do not have any colleagues with me when I come to office and when I leave they are there, but now again cherry on the icing, I was previously seated where my entire team sits, but now due to some issues, they have shifted me elsewhere, so atleast first I got sometime to interact with my team, now I do not have any contact. So again the Alone funda comes into the picture. Also I am not a friendly kind of a person, or the girl next door kind of a person. I very much stay to myself and my team. So as such I do not have another friends in office too, actually its not that anyone would not like to make friendship with me, but it’s me I don’t want to, this is where the attitude comes into the picture. Anyways I am Alone always.
From the past 5months I am staying alone and there again Alone comes into the picture. So it so happens that I hardly speak to anyone expect for my candidates or some of my team members, sometimes I call my friends, other then that I am cut off with the world outside.
Today when I had been to the canteen I realized this, when I went there the canteen was crowded and everybody was chit chatting and I just took my coffee and rushed out, I could not bare that noise. I like to stay alone, live alone this is what I realized. But of course there are a very few people I like spending time with and they are not there everytime with me. Anyways now I sign off being ALONE.
It has been a year now since I am alone….okay alone means not lonely but alone…me, myself and not Irene not anybody else also. I am working with Ness Technologies since past one year now. My job is in US recruitment and partially domestic recruitment. I am mainly into the US recruitment, but I end up doing the domestic recruitment. I have done a good enough job till date, but not exceptionally well. Average type’s u can call my job that. Okay what has ALONE got to do with this - okay let me explain. I am the only girl in my team, initially there were 8-10 members now the no is 15members. I was actually recruited for working in complete night shift, but unfortunate for the company and kind off fortunate for me, the company didn’t get permission for girls to work in night shift. Poor guys from my team, they must have suffered the most. Okay now coming to Alone again, as I am the only girl and as Ness had already given me a letter to join, I joint the company and then I come early and leave early from rest of the team members. This is where the Alone funda comes into the picture. Like I do not have any colleagues with me when I come to office and when I leave they are there, but now again cherry on the icing, I was previously seated where my entire team sits, but now due to some issues, they have shifted me elsewhere, so atleast first I got sometime to interact with my team, now I do not have any contact. So again the Alone funda comes into the picture. Also I am not a friendly kind of a person, or the girl next door kind of a person. I very much stay to myself and my team. So as such I do not have another friends in office too, actually its not that anyone would not like to make friendship with me, but it’s me I don’t want to, this is where the attitude comes into the picture. Anyways I am Alone always.
From the past 5months I am staying alone and there again Alone comes into the picture. So it so happens that I hardly speak to anyone expect for my candidates or some of my team members, sometimes I call my friends, other then that I am cut off with the world outside.
Today when I had been to the canteen I realized this, when I went there the canteen was crowded and everybody was chit chatting and I just took my coffee and rushed out, I could not bare that noise. I like to stay alone, live alone this is what I realized. But of course there are a very few people I like spending time with and they are not there everytime with me. Anyways now I sign off being ALONE.
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