10/23/2012

I  MISS YOU KING OF ROMANCE - YASH CHOPRA

On the 21st October I was on the way to silver beach in Mumbai along with my husband, friend and my dog. We were all in good spirits as the day had been good...also we were quite sad that monday was coming again and office was to start....after spending a fun weekend...I had put on the radio when we got this news that Yash Chopra was no more....I and my friend screamed what???? we were shocked....I know its very filmy...not even knowing this person other then his movies...our reaction was very strong....but yes we really meant it...missed this person.....I was very shaken... don't know why...actually yash chopra's movies thought me to love and made me understand relationships....I started liking Shahrukh Khan...but all the credit goes to Yash Chopra...he made SRK the romantic superpower....
I am a die hard fan of yashji...I have watched his old movies also starring Amitabh Bachchan, Shashi Kapoor etc...my most favorite old time movie was Trishul...it was so energetic...and also I loved Kabhi Kabhi...it was a very different movie and way ahead of its time....In recent times I loved Dil to Pagal Hai...actually this movie made me realize what love is and the feeling one gets when we are in love....I sometimes feel if I would not have watched these films I would have never really understood something like love does exists...I really wanted to go and stand outside the place where Yash chopra final rites were to be performed but as we are employed people and will not get holiday for this I could not go.....but I am writing this blog in memory and to pay my respect and love to the man who was the KING OF LOVE fondly remembered as Yash Chopra.....I love you and miss you.....

1/28/2012

Happy Birthday to my sweetheart

Todays day used to be like a very special day to me....it is my sweethearts birthday...I used to be over excited and do all possible things to make it special....even though I think i actually celebrated it just once with him other times I always sent him gifts and cards....and due to long distances could not make it to his birthday but made my presence felt throughout the day by not been present...actually he never liked to celebrate his birthday nor he used to be excited but for my excited he too used to feel the same....he never really believed in celebrating anything for that matter like Christmas, New Year, Valentines day...but staying with me he celebrated everything and then started liking it too...u know he never liked red...but I loved so...he too started wearing red and also the funniest thing was that once he bought red shoes...which even I hated but he wore....he looked quite funny I had thought....so ok we now come back to his birthday....he is married now...happily even I'm but still I miss his birthday...I never wished him for years now...but today I wanted to...we have spent so many years together and now are mature atleast to wish each other...I don't think ones exes and been so much in love that now we can't even wish each other...I don't like that idea...so I decided this time I wish him...I can't call him nor I have his no....but I messaged him on a social network...I know he will hate me for doin that all my life...but who cares....I think everyone is mature enough to understand such things....like how can u just forget such a Special day just like that...u know only if my memory is erased off completely I will forgot it or else it haunts me always...I know he is guy and he can move on...but I challenge that he ever forgets my birthday..I know he will never make an effort to call or message me but yes he will never forget it same as I can't....some relations are for ever and cannot be broken by physical entities as they stay in ur heart and in ur mind always....today is ur day have a blast....and my blog will stay dedicated to u for all ur birthday's always.....